Saturday, April 11, 2009

Waiting Already?!

* This was originally posted on my adoption blog.

I thought the waiting game wasn't supposed to start until after you have your home study and dossier done and in the mail...

I'm feeling like I'm already playing a waiting game, mostly due to my lack of organization and decision making skills. We are currently waiting on our tax forms (lack of organization) to arrive in the mail to complete our official application for AAI. We are also waiting on our packet from our home study to arrive (lack of decision making skills). It won't even be mailed out until Monday. Hopefully we'll get it by Wednesday at the latest since they are located in STL.

Once we get those two things going I will feel better, but for now I am praying for peace of mind and heart...I feel so very helpless in this whole situation and that is not a feeling I am used to. I am realizing more and more what a control freak I am - I really don't like depending on others to provide me with what I need to reach a goal.

I'm hoping that next Easter we will be close to a court or travel date to bring home our child...

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