Thursday, April 7, 2011

Good to be Crazy

Please read this story from "Good to be Crazy" . It's so inspirational. It's exactly what I strive for in my life.

I know Jesus can look different in everyone's life, as they act as His hands and feet in different ways...but do you ever think that sometimes it's harder to act in faith because of the fluency that we live in here in America? Just a thought that's been swimming around in my head...

I want to be these people when I grow up...!!!

I am going to post these two blog posts here so that when my blog is printed in book form my children will be able to read this amazing testimony of what it looks like to have faith...

Post number 1, found here:

"Dan and I have intentionally not shared many of the specifics related to our adoption. Most people generally know what we did, why we did it and where it happened, but we’ve kept the fine details – dates, names, places and so forth to ourselves.

We have our reasons for keeping quiet. Some details we don’t share for the protection of Hannah and Joseph. Some details we can't share in order to protect the privacy of our friends in Uganda.

But some details we don’t share simply because they’re private, they're our memories – and they belong to our family alone. One of those stories we’ve kept to ourselves for too long. Dan and I think it’s time to share this one because it’s a story of faith, radical sacrifice and reckless abandonment for Christ like you’ve never heard before.

Buckle up and get ready. This will rock your world. Religion that is pure and faultless is this…


That’s Ernest and Catherine. Ernest is a 65 year old Ugandan pastor. Catherine is his beautiful wife. They are kind and loving. They live very simply and they are poor because they give everything away. They are sold out for Jesus.

Ernest is a church planting evangelist of rock star proportions – he has planted over 80 churches throughout Uganda and Tanzania over the last 45 years. He does this incredible work with no resources to speak of. He has the Holy Spirit in his heart, God’s Word in his hands and that’s all he needs.

Ernest and Catherine have never had biological children. But oh, they’ve had children. Over the years, they’ve taken in dozens and dozens of orphaned children. They have fed and clothed and loved these children as their own. They’ve raised them to adulthood and found ways to pay for weddings and college and medical school and more.

And here’s how Ernest and Catherine tie into The Owens’ story…

When Dan was in Uganda in July 2010, we began pursuing adoption of Hannah and Joseph. At the time, they were the youngest permanent residents of “M.” Their living conditions were horrible, their health was declining, their safety was in question, at best. We had not even begun the adoption process in the US so Dan couldn’t bring them home. But Dan simply couldn’t go back to Atlanta and leave our two small children in that place.

In desperation, he and the Sixty Feet team turned to Ernest and Catherine for help. Dan showed up on their doorstep, unannounced and uninvited and asked them to take Hannah and Joseph – until we came back for them. And we had no idea when that would be.

Without a moment’s hesitation, they agreed. They actually rejoiced, as they’d been praying that the Lord would send more children for them to care for. Seriously.

At the time, Ernest and Catherine had 9 children. They lived in a tiny bungalow with little indoor plumbing. And they rejoiced to take in Hannah and Joseph.


However… the church Ernest worked for did not rejoice. In fact, this church responded in the opposite manner. They were horrified at the thought of having these children live on their land.

It’s one thing to take in helpless orphans. It’s another to take in children from M. Those children are truly "the least of the these" – who would want them? They’re sick. They’re uneducated. They have no social skills. By no fault of their own, they are labeled as outcasts.


I know this next sentence is unbelievable but it’s true: The church ordered Ernest, in no uncertain terms, to get rid of Hannah and Joseph. The church told them they simply could not stay. Orphans, yes. The dirty, dangerous, sickly children from M, no. “Return those children to M, immediately” were the instructions.

Ernest and Catherine refused. They stood up to their church, to the white, American-born senior pastor, to all the elders and said “no way.” We will not leave these children as orphans. We will not return them to M.

“Then you stand to lose everything,” said their church. "Either Hannah and Joseph go -- or you go. You will lose your home, your job, your income. This will cost you everything."

I imagine that most of us would lay down our lives for our children. Most of us would give up our homes, our jobs and our sole source of income for them. But how many of us would give those things up for some random, dirty, orphaned children who just show up on your doorstep one day? I like to think I would – but in reality, I probably wouldn’t.

Guess how Ernest and Catherine responded.

Well, I hate to leave y’all hanging but that’s it for now. This is getting long and it's getting late so this one is To Be Continued... Meet me here on Sunday night and I’ll finish this incredible story. "

Post number 2, found here:


"When we left off last time, Ernest and Catherine had a decision to make. The choice was this: either return two small children to the horrible place that is M – or stand to lose every bit of security they have in this life – their home, their farm, their income, everything.

If faced with this decision, I’ll tell you what I would do. I’d make the responsible choice. I’d be smart about this. Ernest and Catherine were already caring for a house full of orphans. Shouldn’t their first responsibility be to those children? Without their farm, how could they feed everyone? Without Ernest’s income as a pastor, how would they provide? We can’t just go around making foolish, impulsive decisions based on emotion. After all, Jesus calls us to be wise, right?

And yet the wisdom of this world is foolishness in God’s sight. – 1 Corin 3:19

So what did they decide? Well, for the faithful few, such as Ernest and Catherine, the choice between earthly security and obedience to Christ is not really a choice at all. I’m sure you’re not surprised to hear that they stood by Hannah and Joseph. It didn’t matter that they already had a house full of orphans to care for. It didn’t matter that Hannah and Joseph were not their own children and never would be. All that mattered was Jesus and His command to care for least of these.

The church made good on their promise and they eventually forced Ernest and Catherine off of the land. Ernest lost his job, his home, his farm, his income, his church and his friends. But he didn’t lose heart.

He and Catherine took the children and moved on. And in January of this year, they started taking in other children from M. And since they were moving to a new area anyways, they went ahead and planted a new church. I mean, why not?

Last week, members of the SixtyFeet team were privileged to spend time with Ernest and Catherine in Uganda. We were able to help them put a roof on their new church and they invited Scott, one of our board members, to preach last Sunday. To which Scott remarked “what could I possibly teach these people about faith?”

Flora, Ernest, Boaz, Scott, Faith and Moses standing outside the new church, new roof in progress.
On this trip, we learned that Ernest and Catherine are currently living in a 2-bedroom apartment with 10 children. The living conditions are very cramped. Ernest and Catherine basically have no privacy or time to themselves and they must walk 90 minutes, each way, to their new church.

Dan and I feel a heavy burden to support Ernest and Catherine because of the amazingly sacrificial gift they gave to our family. Sixty Feet also desires to support their ministry, as they are now intentionally seeking to serve more and more children from M.

We’ve found a beautiful piece of property, including a large 9 bedroom home, in very close proximity to their church. $4,500 will pay their rent for the entire year and move them in immediately.

Scott and Ernest checking out the big house.

View from the house. God's handiwork is amazing! Saints like Ernest and Catherine deserve this view.

If you’d like to contribute any amount to help move Ernest, Catherine and the children into the new home click on the link below. Nothing is too small. Sixty Feet will match all donations, dollar for dollar, up to $2,250. Dan will be back in Uganda in May and we’ll share pictures and details.

You’ve heard me say it before but I’ll say it again… one little family can’t change the whole world, but you can change one little corner of it. Take this opportunity, right here and right now, and do something big for the Kingdom."

Okay, wow...go check out their blog now...so major funds have been raised for these awesome people! Yippy!!!!!!!!





Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Last Call for Cupcakes!

Cupcakes, Cupcakes
Come and get your Cupcakes!!

This is the last week for cupcake sales!

We are selling delicious cupcakes to support Sixty Feet and their ministry in Uganda, Africa. Sixty Feet aims to bring hope to imprisoned children in Uganda. You can learn more about their ministry here.

While baking cupcakes for a recent sale (which I'll blog about soon!) we had fun shooting these little videos...
please know it was about 1:00 in the morning...


Cupcake Commercial take #1:




Cupcake Commercial take #2:



Hey, you have to keep life fun, right?!

Chocolate Covered Strawberry Cupcakes: Strawberry cake topped with rich chocolate buttercream icing...

Brown Butter Cupcakes: A moist french vanilla cake completed by the subtle nuttiness of brown butter icing...

Cookies and Creme Cupcakes: Fluffy white cake with chunks of Oreo cookies baked on an Oreo cookie base and topped with cream cheese icing chock full of Oreo crumbs...

Mocha Cupcakes: Moist chocolate cake topped with the familiar warmth of roasted coffee and a sprinkling of crystal sugar...

Lemon Berry Cupcakes: Strawberry cake made with real strawberries, topped with citrusy lemon buttercream icing...

S'more Cupcakes: Milk chocolate cake on a graham cracker base with marshmallow filling. Topped with marshmallow buttercream and finished with milk chocolate shaving...


Can you resist...? Please don't practice any self control this time...indulge!

We're having another sale on N. Charles in my hometown THIS Saturday, come see us if you can.

For those of you who don't live here:
Pampered Chef fundraiser (15% goes to Sixty Feet), Thirty-One Gifts fundraiser (10% goes to Sixty Feet - choose Ashley Redburn as your host), and Virtual Cupcakes available on my blog (100% of donation goes to Sixty Feet).

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Surgery is Over!

We are home from the hospital.
Graysen's bump is gone.


She's sleeping soundly next to me now.
She did great.
GREAT I tell you!!

I am still a bit scared,
a little uneasy about what the results will show...
but I do know this...



I praised Him before the bump,
I will praise Him now,
and I will praise Him when the results come back.

No. matter. what.


I am so grateful to have a Savior who Was, and Is, and Is to come...
Constant.
Good.
(even when our situations don't feel good...)



Sunday, April 3, 2011

Hmmm...

Although I have tons to blog about - beach vacation (with about a million pictures), cupcakes, Graysen's upcoming surgery, and some random thoughts - I am not sure where to start! I've been working on getting my house back in order, having a cupcake sale, catching up with good friends after a week away, preparing my boys to start back to school, and getting everything ready for Graysen's surgery. Not much time to blog.

Seems like a lot, but it doesn't really feel like it. Some moments these days my heart feels very heavy. I've got a lot of substantial things on my mind that I probably won't blog about because it's very personal to my family. There are times when I just want to hug Lincoln and cry...and then there are moments that I feel like this:


I think that's the beauty of walking with God. Our hearts are often heavy for the things that break His heart, but we can always feel joyful because we are loved by Him and can live freely because of that!

That's about all I've got for today...the boys go back to school tomorrow and Silas has a Dr. apt. Gray has her surgery on Tuesday, and then maybe I'll get back to blogging more regularly! I have some very exciting things to share about how God is working through a simple indulgence like cupcakes to bring hope to His children in Uganda!!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

We are home and refreshed!

We had a fabulous week at the beach.
We got lots of sun and had lots of fun.
I've decided there's nothing better than a family vacation!

Thank you Mom and Dad for taking us... I can't wait to do it together again!

Friday, April 1, 2011

small style

I've so enjoy seeing all the outfits that parents dress their kids in. I've never been one for clothing style (much to my sister's dismay) for myself, or my kids. But...I love the age where they get an opinion on what they are going to wear and you end up with Power Rangers at the grocery store! I just had to share Graysen's outfit the other day...she got dressed all by herself.

She wanted a pony on top of her head "like when I was a baby" and picked out which headbands to put in. As 80's as it was, it all matched pretty well actually!!!


Thursday, March 31, 2011

"My Bump"

Here's another update on Graysen's bump. (If you don't know what I'm talking about read this and then this).

My mom went with me to STL to take Graysen back for her ultrasound and follow up apt. with the surgeon. Graysen was excited to show Grammie the hospital!

I love Children's hospitals! (Remember, Hunter had surgery in 2009 at STL Children's) Graysen played in this car in the waiting room before her ultrasound...

My sweet, precious baby's hand wrapped around mine during her ultrasound. She truly did great!
The ultrasound was inconclusive, so the surgeon decided it was time to just remove the lymph node. We are scheduled for surgery on April 5th. It will be out patient and just a few days recovery at home, so nothing to worry about! The results from her lymph node should be back within 4-5 days after it's removed.

After we left the hospital we headed downtown Kirkwood and ate at a really cute New York Style Pizzeria. It was a beautiful day and we sat on the patio.
The pizza slices were bigger than the plate!

Graysen took it upon herself to be the door holder...even when there weren't people coming in or out. She's such a good, easy kid to take places! I am blessed to be her Momma.

Thanks Mom for going with me and supporting me during her Dr. apts. You're the best!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Cupcakes # 2 and # 3

Another virtual cupcake!
Thank you Shelley, for your contribution to Sixty Feet
and God's precious children in Uganda!

"From: The Dukes"

Thank you so much for investing in the lives of others
and building treasures in Heaven!

you can see cupcake number 1 here.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

clothes line. a first for me.

my very first load on the line!

I'm excited to start this line drying clothes adventure! The people who owned my Grandma's house before her had this clothes line in their yard. She never used it (to my knowledge), but didn't take it down either, and boy am I glad! My father in law came and hung new line for me since this picture was taken. I also bought more clothes pins so that I can hang an entire load...there are three lines on this pole! I hope to get a lot of use out of this hanging line this spring and summer!

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Remember I'm raising money for Sixty Feet right now by selling cupcakes.
Read about the beginnings of this project here.

Chocolate Covered Strawberry Cupcakes:
Strawberry cake topped with rich chocolate buttercream icing

How can you resist?

Place your order today:
ashleyredburn@hotmail.com


Monday, March 28, 2011

bows

She has too many of them.
104 bows.


Bow hanger #1

Halloween, St. Pat's, Christmas, Thanksgiving, 4th of July, Soccer, Basketball, Baseball, Bows for specific outfits, Flowers, Puffs, Buttons, Doubles for pig tails, Singles for every other day


Bow hanger #2

30 headbands, countless clips and rubber bands in every color.

While my daughter worries about what bow to wear on any particular day,
there are children living in remand centers in Uganda
who are worried about whether they will eat that same day.

this is the reality of our broken world.


Here's a win-win...how about you eat some cupcakes
and give Sixty Feet money to provide some basic essentials for these kids?

Try this one: A moist french vanilla cake
completed by the subtle nuttiness of brown butter icing.
Simplicity. Perfection.

If you've never tasted this, you're in for a treat!

Order a dozen today!
ashleyredburn@hotmail.com


Sunday, March 27, 2011

God orchestrates all things for His good! (and the PRC)

Let me introduce you to my newest friend: Cheryl!
Cheryl and I have a God story to tell you...

Last week my friend Kelley invited Lincoln and I to attend the 5th Annual Pregnancy Resource Center Dinner Fundraiser. The Pregnancy Resource Center of Rolla was "founded in 2007 to offer women facing a crisis pregnancy a place to go for information and assistance."


They also offer the following services:
  • Pregnancy Testing
  • Ultrasound
  • Peer Counseling
  • Community Referrals
  • Material Assistance
  • Post Abortive Support
Before dinner started Cheryl approached me. Our conversation started something like:
Cheryl: "hi, I know you don't know me, but I had to come introduce myself because I read your blog!"
Ashley: "oh. my. goodness.! I've never had anyone say that to me before!
...and ended the evening with an exchange of email addresses and a hug!

The dinner and speakers were wonderful and I learned a lot...but as I sat through the presentations I was in awe of our God. He brought us there, in a room of 448 people, and had us sit just a few tables away from each other so that she would see me!

As we walked out of the dinner Kelley said something like "Don't you just love it when God gives an answer before you even leave the room?" I do! I love "God moments", when He makes His presence so known!

I got an email from Cheryl that said this (I hope you don't mind me sharing Cheryl!):

Good Morning Ashley!! I am smiling from ear to ear this morning just thinking about how amazing our Father is!! I don't believe that last night was a chance meeting. I believe that the Lord had both you and I in the same room for a reason. I can't even believe that I was able to get up and awkwardly walk over to say hi. I know that was God because I don't even do well in huge crowds and always feel completely overwhelmed.

I look forward to seeing what comes from this new friendship!! I just know from reading your blog that you and I are a lot alike and both have a love for our Father that can never be surpassed!!
You said it...our Father IS amazing! It was not a chance meeting...(come on, we live in the same town and have never run into each other!) I am totally looking forward to our friendship and getting to know you. I can't wait to see what else God has up His sleeve...we might just be a crazy, radical team!! It was a blessing to meet you.

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Cookies and Creme Cupcakes
: Fluffy white cake with chunks of Oreo cookies baked on an Oreo cookie base and topped with cream cheese icing chock full of Oreo crumbs.


Who can resist??

Cupcake orders are rolling in...I know there are lots of you who want some of these delicious cupcakes, make sure you don't wait to late!

Contact me and give me your order!!

Order deadline is April 11th...email me right now!
ashleyredburn@hotmail.com

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Happy Birthday to my best friend


Happy 29th Birthday.
I am so grateful to be on this journey of life and love together.
I wouldn't want it any other way.
I love you.



Friday, March 25, 2011

Happy St. Patrick's Day


from Silas, Graysen, Ashley, Hunter, and Blake

Did you know that Patrick was actually taken into slavery by the Irish at age 16, escaped 6 years later, and became a follower of Christ as an adult? He later returned to minister to those who enslaved him...and that's the amazing power of Christ!
source

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Mocha Cupcakes: moist chocolate cake topped with the familiar warmth of roasted coffee and a sprinkling of crystal sugar.

do you want some?
me too!

Order yours today:
comment
or
email: ashleyredburn@hotmail.com

all cupcakes orders are donations only...please give to Sixty Feet from your heart!



Thursday, March 24, 2011

perfect love comes from above

i don't know when or where he was born
but i know where he is sleeping tonight.

as he curled up on my lap in the rocking chair i smiled.
this is the kind of quiet, intimate time i need with him.

this is how we are going to learn to
love
trust
know
one another.

he buried his head on my shoulder,
the softness of my cheek on his.
i breathed in his scent
and felt the curls on his head in my hand

"can i sleep in your hands, Mommy?"
"yes, son, lay back and sleep"

as i stared into his sleeping face
i imagined what it must have looked like as an infant...
and i rocked.

i rocked him like i rocked my first two
and i prayed.
i thanked God for his mother
and for her gift on entrusting her sons to me.

i prayed for more patience tomorrow,
for more trust,
and more love.

and i know He'll provide.

my favorite picture of me and my boy

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Our Weekend Wonderings: Date night, soccer, and outside *Updated with family dinner picture

Date Night: Friday night Lincoln and I had a double date with our good friends the Kings. We went to a new place and had wonderful conversation...thanks for having some adult time with us guys!

Soccer: The boys had their first spring soccer game this weekend!

A good picture of Gray and I, hanging out in the car during practice to get out of the cold!


The fan club that showed up for the boys game: Papa Charlie, Uncle Richard, Grammie, Aunt Kim, Daddy (left work!), Graysen, Grandma, and Chad. Of course I was there too, but taking the picture.
Good 1st game orange team!
A day outside: Sunday was beautiful 78 degree weather, and we spent the entire afternoon outside!

We put the new basketball hoop up and let me tell you what...the boys L.O.V.E. it!!!

My sister and I finally re-did Claire's flowers! I love the springy colors, the windmills, feathers, and butterflies!


All the kids with her new flowers. I know this may be uncomfortable for some of you, but this our reality, and it's part of our life. I promise my kids don't think a thing about hanging out in the cemetery for the afternoon!

On our walk I looked up and saw Hunter carrying Graysen. What a sweet brother.


Sissy played chalk with Graysen...think we're excited about our upcoming vacation?

After our walk, we got ice cream cones and headed to the Elementary School playground!

That evening Lincoln grilled and we had a picnic outside. This is what memories are made of...